addicted to communication ---
addicted to information;
to information about the social world
and society around me
online personalities
television personalities
i saw julia stiles
at least i think it was julia stiles
anyway.
this is powerful shit
i need to read more and write less
i need to write about this project;
microfinance... yes... yay
facebook is sort of a marker of social status
because it was at first only open to US colleges
so its original image was 'elite'
otoh, myspace admits everyone and looks ugly and it's because it's badly planned
facebook is better designed
its weird though because now all you need is internet access and you can go on to facebook.
lol.
youtube is so bizarre
nalts invading happyslips apartment has got to be one of the best in the world.
that should really win an award or something, it's pure fucking genius, genius at its finest.
on a really really really low budget.
this is how i think.
in long leaps and weird looking sentences.
kapital
K(a) = (pi)(t^al)
or
K(a, rho) = i^t(alpha, l)
or K(alpha) = P - Interest + T + alpha*L
where alpha is defined as "living on a prayer";
K = Papermoney - Interest + Television + alpha*LemonCurd
Whats going on... headache... bad...
i got sick at her party, it's so weird.
she's like rachel all over again.
hahahaha
except this time it's me and not tony... lol
thats when inspiration hits... when you least want it to.
some people just wind up writing at night
youtube is such a huge perceived buffer between the real and the imaginary world it feels safe, but it really is not.
its a shame. such unique personalities on youtube.
obviously, communitychannel is immensely talented, and very attractive, obviously; see how i used obviously twice (or thrice) in the sentence.
hahahah... yeah... anyway
nalts. very talented, but in that weird way that only works online...
lisa nova, again immensely talented and attractive.
happyslip.
helpmefindparents' ken tanaka
music is my antidrug
music is my antidrug
i know. watch some of those ridiculous, whatever is my antidrug commercial thingys;
copy them to do 'music is my antidrug'
this whole not having internet though sucking forces me to concentrate.
its a gray area, legally. i would argue that
the cult of youtube is destroying our children
more things i can do with my hands that other people cant
- yes; for example, using chopsticks
- and also; spinning a drumstick like that;
- and also- drumming;
- and also- sign language;
- and also- write;
- and also-
Brand New is very emo.
this is terrible writing because only the topic sentences of every thought are written down. the transitions are missing.
things i CANT do with my hands:
- play the air guitar/ real guitar
- play the bongos;
- dj;
- use a macintosh to save my life;
communitychannel doesn't edit out all the mistakes, which are the things that make her appear so genuine.
my reaction to lonelygirl15,
32974
years after it
actually happened:
i was like...
yeah... okay... whatever...
who the hell cares...
but there must have been alot of people out there
who were actually quite affected by the news. right.
anyway who cares. i cant even focus on this subject,
it's so boring.
how to sing to it as 'dreaming of you' by selena.
DREAMING OF LONELYGIRL15 (NOT)
DJ Scoop
my reaction to lonelygirl15,
late at night when all the world is sleeping
one bazillion jillion years
i stay up and think of you
after it had
and i wish on a star
actually happened:
that somewhere you are thinking
i was like...
of me too...
yeah... okay... whatever...
cause im dreaming of you tonight
who the hell cares...
til tomorrow
but there must have been lots
i'll be holding you tight
of youtubers out there
and there's nowhere in the world
who were actually
in the world i'd rather be
quite affected
than here in my room
by the news.
dreaming about
yes, i see.
you and me
(a beat)
anyway who cares. i cant even focus
wonder if you ever see me and i
on this subject, it's so lame.
wonder if you know i'm there
i dont know what
if you looked in my eyes
i was even talking about.
would you see what's inside [...] there
(a beat)
im going to stop this song now soon
i just wanna hold you close
because i
and so far...
dont know what i am saying no more
all i have are dreams of you
(a beat)
and frankly this is unbelievably boring
and i wait for the day [...] i love you
so goodbye
yes i do!
Hook as sung as 'my reaction to the spam drama'
YouTubeBlues Traveler - Hook, or My Reaction to the LisaNova Spam Drama Three Billion Years After It Happened
DJ Scoop
[Goto 3:17]
my reaction to the whole 'spam' drama with lisanova and communitychannel and channelreviews et cetera, three billion years after it happened:
the only reason this is interesting is because they're both hot.
spam is bad. but seriously... if i got a comment from lisa nova, i'd be happy; wouldn't you? i mean... christ.
it's like in high school when the popular kids had fights and then everybody talked about it for ages.
hahahah
what i'm really addicted to is my brain's amazing capacity to imagine. i crave that feeling above all else.
whereas television deadens your capacity to imagine actively and invites you to imagine passively, youtube encourages you to engage the imagination and becomes an addiction for people like me.
television and socialisation are pretty much the same in terms of the feelings you experience. that's why they're so easily combinable. the only difference in technical terms is that one of them affects you directly and the other only indirectly. treating the outside world like a big huge television show creates a comfortable barrier between oneself and the outside world but chides us to ignore basic realities and disconnect.
the thing is i am not very good at oral expression. it's just the way it is; i am a much better writer than speaker. then again, i'm a much better speaker than other people i know, but in absolute terms i'm in the bottom half. my best expression is through my writing.
in terms of writing i'd say i'm in the 99 percentile. i can write fucking awesome. hahahaha
fucking awesomely is the manner in which i am able to write.
LOOOOL
other things i can't do:
- play the piano
- play the violin
- etc. etc.
- operate a handgun
more things i can do:
- fire a gun
- bowling
- ping pong
- tennis
i miss skating.
what we need is a youtube wiki. WikiYouTube anyone? yes.
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