The Girl Next Door

Original creation date: 3 June 2008

\\i started thinking first about the girl next door. the movie, i mean, not the actual girl next door. i kind of understood the movie in a different way, a way i'd never understood it before. a new perspective, so to speak. lol i love all these cliches. anyhoo; it was interesting to see from the perspective of a different person, one with completely different set of prejudices.

\\when you understand the patterns and prejudices that shape our world and determine our behaviour on a day to day basis,

you understand everything.

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\\then i started thinking about the

smashing pumpkins

\\and how much i love this band. the prior was 'ava adore'; before that was 'eye'; and then i listened to 'perfect' three times.

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\\while i listened to 'perfect', i thought of truly amazing, complex theories about economics. the specific topic i centered on was the question,

willl the housing crisis extend to south america? mexico? ecuador?

what are the factors involved?

there are several...

\\i became distracted, and went on:

this is my favorite because i am a. tired, b. free of social ob., 3. just a lil tipsy. perfect.

\\for some reason decided to think about prejudice again from a different tack:

people are prejudiced by their parents and superiors their whole lives and when they become adults they blame the last generation while at the same time teaching the same paranoias to the next.

blind prejudice is one of the worst scourges of our entire era. it is what leads to primal warfare and tribalism.

america is a modern-day rome in many ways. the blind prejudice is a two-way sword, and when it spins it increases towards a vortex of racism and mutually assured destruction.

\\and then i restart, in a loop. this thought is an infinite loop. i will never escape.

\\now after 'perfect' starts 'everlasting gaze', and i feel an urge to write everything down. sitting down, i begin. what are the most important things i have thought today? i believe that understanding everything; the smashing pumpkins; and the housing crisis spread to south america. let us now document this in order. you know, this song reminds me of the girl next door.

the girl next door is the hottest girl on the planet.